Monotono, Brainbox!

The first time I held his hands into me, It felt like I am at the top of my life. The moment caught us, we were so much into each other that we didn’t see the rest around us. If I was given the opportunity to go back, I would like to relive that moment again and again. How he was wandering around and calculating everything on his own, how I the one who always gets confuse about starting things, but figures it out a little. All the light was on us, like the sun is welcoming all the love. we never get full. Each day, we stuff each other with love and hopes. that’s all we have got. I don’t always measure the patterns, and nothing can’t be measured even if i have got the right digits. All the fuel I have today, is a treasure to me. A treasure, I fear I might lose and will not get back ever. Fears and guilt have always been my constant friends, sometimes they save me from things and sometimes they just make things a bit complex. When I shut my eyes, then you know what i enjoy the most after sea, it’s the warmth. Now, I let myself flow in any direction cause, whatever the direction i am following, i will reach my destination anyway. I have a lot of things, in my tiny boat it’s no longer abandoned. I am content with the love. That’s all i have which is complete to me. I do not need any explanation, about anything, as the love itself translates all. Our love is like, mirror it is exactly what it, is from the outside, pure and sweet like caramel. I have been tired from a very long time almost about everything but of love especially, as it always grew in me but always in me. You cannot indulge yourself, in many things that you aren’t fond of, just for the sake of having them in life. We were caught the wrong definition of madness, it isn’t to do something that most people who do not do it. It is to love and love like there is no love like this that has ever existed in the world before. Love seems to be a place, that brings out the best in you. It is something that didn’t arrive to me, but i had it somewhere, i am not aware of. There was no need to catch this butterfly with a net, instead this butterfly told me that, you only catch things greatly when you set them free. To the love that made me crazy.